Party and Anxiety
I'm here, listening to a party outside the window in the room I'm staying in the mountains of Puerto Rico. It's my mother-in-law's birthday. I just finished the YouTube videos I do for the week and they've uploaded to the cloud and are waiting to be edited--one already pulled down to my phone. I want to go out, and I will, but I suffer from mild anxiety. It's like when I was a kid and went somewhere new, and by the end you were playing with your cousins and not wanting to leave. You never know what you'll miss. But I am going out there. I hear the live music playing now. A local singer who was hired. My wife's uncle sent a Corona light into my room(with a lime/Lemmon, I love it! Haha). And then he sent another one. So I'm going to let these relax me a bit. I have to get over these phobeas. I mean, I am a bit ashamed I don't speak Spanish yet. I really should know it already. But like I said, I'll be going out. Jus...